Things I think about... sometimes

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Sadness Pile in a Failure Bowl

I tried to watch American Idol tonight... sometimes we all make bad decisions. My character is not as strong as what it once was. My arms are weak, and my head is low. There's something deep down in me that wants to choke myself with a remote. I know I shouldn't, but that doesn't make the desire any less intense, any less necessary in my mind. Maybe tomorrow, I'll wake up and this will all be a dream, but then again, I don't have much faith in dreams anymore. K, I go poop now.

Hugs and Kisses,

Dan

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